hell0z(:

haven't been blogging for 2days? haha, but i'm not blogging or coming online everyday le. i'm going to get down to studying (hopefully, i can.). i'm going to be a guai kia&study!! ya, i know it is quite impossible la, but i shall encourage myself. :P but really, i'm not coming online every single day le, until EOY is over. :D

sunday nothing to update la. monday is a very not good day kays. cause i didnt really study for SS test. and i got e points mixed up. it is also a dayfilled with attitudes. not my attitude. its us tolerating attitudes. i lazy to update abt it la, but i feel sad. ): but after a few sms with you, i know you are guilty le, but will it last long? &pls, dont give miee promises le, enough for miee. but, i will still treat you like good friend&xiaomei de. cause friends so long&i don't really want to give up hope. but, no more promises. or rather, i'm not going to believe in those promises le.

i only believe in promises given by those who don't break it. cause i had enough of broken promises. i hate it whenever it is broken. don't kai kong tou zhi piao? i'm not angry at all when i'm typing this, but just abit upset.

yup, e happy thing is i got extra $7 ytd from my mother. (=

today is an alright day. i don't know if i'm happy or sad. or mayb i don't feel anything?

chinese lesson was funny&fun, as usual. (: but he's still not talking, xiao qi. nevbermiinds, i entertain myself. chinese lesson is really the only lesson where i can laugh happily, enjoy lesson. cause there's no one to be noise polluters. (=

pe sucks. running&can't stop. and other things la. but e :D thing is they got their thing confiscated. LOL. &after pe, i dont know why, my lips just feel cracked&real salty. yucks.

other lessons went on alright. we had english test. cher say she said before, but i don't remember lehs. but still, nevbermiinds la. haha, cause can test whether got ting ke not? ofcause i'm e got ting ke de...

f&n test. haha, i remember everything-wrongly. i did everything happily, or did i? after i passed up e paper, i opened my tb and see. LOL, all wrong. i think i gona fail it. argh.

:D thing is todya mrs gomez say my humanities very strong. haha, vonne de too. and don't know one of us got a A1/2 &another one is A2/B3. YAY!

after sch, wait for hui le den we went to eat lunch. laugh like siao. its funny. laugh till i got no voice.

havent been talking alot in class le. &have been paying much attention le. if only right from the start i did just dhat. but better late than never? haha, with those noise pollutions&ppl who act smart, buay smart, its difficult to concentrate. still, its not very muchh a valid excuse bahs, cause i can kao zhi ji. from now till after exams, i'm not giving myself other excuses to say why i cant understand the lesson or whatsoever le. i have decided not to let anything/one to interupt miee&my thoughts. also my jue xin to study. haha, NO ONE&NO WAY!

i said dhat i don't know i'm happy or not today is because.. only chinese lesson i'm really :D. after lessons, i laugh alot but i don't know if i'm happy. i guess no.&i don't know why la.

study&study. i'm so guai ya?
i got my hp back&i restart my bill today. so feel free to sms miee le. ^_^

i'm not going to care/give a damn anymore. to anything dhat irritates miee or makes miee sad. i shall just keep quiet&i'm not going to care anymore. i wont keep everything to myself, but i'm not going to say much le. no point or use.

i shall just be a good girl&get down to studying. hopefully i can.. wo bu xiang zai bu kai xin le. wo bu yao qiu tian tian kuai le, dan zhi shao.. wo bu yao zai zhe yang.. mei tian dou na me fan.. wo xiang qing jing.
i shall also give myself..
more reasons to smile than to cry.
more reasons to smile than to frown.
more reasons to be happy than sad.

:)) i'm so gona do dhat. i have been sad for more than enough. its time to be happy. i dont understand why this year i'm getting more down. but nvm, i got friends ya. &these wil help miee grow? and teach miee how to handle things. positive thinking hur? YAY!

get well soon lynn! :D
love everyone who makes my world a perfect place. :D